26th Dec --Boxing Day.
Really a day not recognize here and I dunno if it's celebrated in the States and so.

As the year is approaching to its end,I feel very...insecure inside.
Usually pple look fwd to the new year but this new year has alot of ..ummm..Dunno how to put it but maybe worries for myself.

First.
See I can't stay jobless like this and I really need to be doing something at least.
I dun wanna start the new year jobless but I dun wanna be doing something I dun like.
NIE application starts too late and there is no guarantee that you will get in.
It is not those that you pays for the fees and you will be in for a seat.
Plus....HIS big day falls on Jan.Gr8,how am I gonna survive till den?

Second.
He is too getting his head shaved on Jan.
Though I am prepared but I just dun feel comfortable upon the thought of us not able to meet as and when we can and want to.
He has been my securement and I just cant help but to really..feel... ={.

i hate it when there are always things hanging on the back of my mind.Worries are irritants!

Ok..at least the most current irritant is that should I go for the what..part time sale till CNY interview on Tues?
It is good as it is p/t,serves me up to Feb and I got( and need) money.
But~~~~~can I only start on the 10th Jan?
And what kinda sale is that?Dun tell me at ChinaTown (Xiao Zhong Guo..Hehz) sell bwa kwa!

That's why I am hanging in for tuition...but I never go look for it,where got.
Godamnit!

Anyway~~~*shakes off all those craps*
Spent a good xmas yesterday.
Though it didnt happen exactly as I imagined.HaHa!
But it was pretty good.Esp at the mrt.We laughed till it hurts.What kinda craps is that~haha.

Maybe give Yng a call later~

Miss you lots.